Changing the Rules

I knew how it was in the beginning

Everything explained and understood.

I agreed to the rules in the beginning

Ain't no fair trynna change shit now.

But I'm finding out the hard way,

what I agreed to abide by in theory

is a hell of a lot harder in actuality,

is a hell of a lonely road.

And I wanna change the rules,

make new rules,

destroy the rules,

screw the rules!

I don't want to be the quietly

meekly

humbly

homebound

homebody

waiting

watching

never complaining

never exploding

never feeling

anything....

Can we change the rules?