a little too much

did i give myself a little too soon

and of myself a little too much?

if i did, it's too late now.

no do overs, no givesies-takesies, no reneging now.

it's a done deal.

you inhabit my heart and live in my mind,

like a parasite or a symbiant

and the more i love, the more you thrive

and the more i die a little inside

when the return on investment is overbalanced to your benefit

when the give is one sided and the take is all you

it's what it is, and what i am

and who you are, and what we've become

This is really raw....mostly just emotional vomit...sorry folks for the poor composure. I'm just tired, stressed and in a strange relationship space. Thoughts?

peace n blessings,

amy